Todays post is kinda different. Someone special made me realise something and I decided to change my mentality.
I'm sure all of you have noticed that I am not blogging as frequently as I used to back in 2014. That was when I had so much confidence. In 2015, I started out blogging maybe once or twice a month? Definitely not every week, which was how often I did it back in 2014.
When I started school, I gave everyone the lame excuse that I want to focus on my studies. And don't get me wrong, I really do want to focus on my studies. But truth is, I can focus on my studies and blog at the same time. If I wanted to, I could. Sure, poly is not just some O level thing whereby I can catch up last minute. But if I wanted to, I could blog on the side!
However, when I started school, I felt like my self esteem was lowered by quite a great extent and I am not sure why. This is the main reason I stopped blogging. When my confidence was lowered, I wasn't sure if these blog posts were even good enough for people to read. I've actually done tons of blog posts, but I've never posted them. I never thought they were good enough, and this goes the same for my YouTube videos.
But recently, someone told me that I shouldn't care too much if I have the confidence or not. He said that I should just post it and not really think about it because my blog posts have all been pretty similar and there's no reason to hold it back. It's not like I'm hurting anyone, am I?
So from now on, I've decided to take this person's advice and start blogging regularly again, if I have anything to blog about.
Thank you so much for reading this post!!!! I just want to let all my readers know that you mean a big deal to me and that I hope you'll continue to stand by me<3
Till next time, stay safe and keep dreaming∞